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Wednesday, April 02, 2008

i've got a bad habit.
i like to bite (as in my boyfriend lah, cos i always wanted an edible boyfriend)
&, i feel like bitting someone now. -.-
anyway, god has been pretty nicee to me and we got back our block tests results.
i did pretty well i guess and i'm also quite shocked.
so far, i've not failed anything yet there's still econs left.
the teacher so so so slow; econs was one of the earlier papers!
yeah, i'm truly surprised at my general paper result, perhaps, i was only lucky.
my grammar and tenses are weak & so, my language sucks. however, i did well and scored a decent grade for both my compo and compre.
perhaps everything went well, the right question, the right thoughts, the right expression, or even.. the right pen. let's hope that i get the same Q for A lvls! HAHA!
i did better in block test compared to my promos.
maybe because,
1) kinematics and measurements are not tested for paper 2 (these 2 are the first 3 months topics!)
2) the education Q came out for gp(:
3) i've been paying attention to tutorials, for econs (assuming i pass econs lah)
4) i've become smarter! ( i really hope so!!)
5) i memorise a lot for chemistry (the organic parts but i forgot some during the exams -.-)
&, yes, today i finally went for training after so many donkey months.
and i finally move my butt/fats/ whatever lah
i think i'm quite a loser, i'm not determined to do anything to make my stamina increase.
i'm not been emo here lah, cos emo is no good for health
just thinking that my stamina is really poor and the napfa test is coming ):
sometimes, i just hope that i love running. in this way, it will be fun to run.
seriously sometimes i'm thinking of doing like 100 situps to exchange for the run or something
but it's just all crap and impossible.
ran 4 rounds today and i really think i cannot make it for the 2.4km run.
i didnt time myself but i knw i was really v tired.
dont mind the excuses/reasons that i can have but still, i know i have difficulties.
so, maybe i'll not be taking napfa next week(or maybe only taking the 5 stations)
i need need need to train more. yes, i will. ok, this shall be it.
anyway, my mind is quite filled about the blogshop
i'm super excited to anticipate my first stranger customer.
&&&, i rly rly want the shop to be a success! :D
and also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUOHAO!!
may you be happier in your life!! &, continue to be a joker! hahaha.
also, i dont understand some people.
their hearts are so awfully narrow that they can kick a big fuss over a few words,
come on, it's really no big deal.
wake up, you're not going to lose someone just because of sucha minor thing
now, i really understand how weak the relationship is ; cant even withstand a few words.
weird people w weird thinking w weird character. ok.
and i miss you again when i'm alone.

♥ 7:26 PM